So let's see...Had another fight with my boyfriend on Thursday night. What about you may ask? What else? He went home to pick up Nelly to stay over his place so it would be "easier" for him to carpool together for work in the morning. Uhmm...pissed the shit outta me. And I hate bringing it up, but hell!!! He's so BLIND! Of course I trust him, but you can only trust another person so much. And to add temptation to the equation?!?!?! Dammit!!! So I kept asking him how he felt about Ron and me spending time together. But then he claimed that he would be jealous but he wouldn't be acting the way I was. I kept telling him that it doesn't matter what he says he'd do because when put into any situation, the way a person acts changes. So then he started thinking I'd do "pay back" to him for what he did that night. Hrmm...dumb!!! Anyways, his mom called and he had talked to her. I asked him to ask her if I was acting unreasonable. Then when he called me back, he had told me that she said that we were both right. That we both had valid points. BLAH! I know we both have valid points, but it's the matter of respect and trust!!! He KNOWS how I feel about Nelly, so why the hell does he keep putting himself in those situations?!?!?! ARGHH!!!! Then he gets mad at me for turning the tables around on him. Whatever man. Then he got a private number and he said he'd call me back again. When he called me back, he had told me that it was Nelly and that if he wanted her to leave, that all he had to do was drive her back home. Stupid bitch. I can't stand her!!! ARGHH!!! Then he said to forget about it and that she was going to stay. Hrmm..no respect for me whatsoever. Pisses me off!!!

Friday morning I had major bags under my eyes. SO tired. Makes no sense..been fighting with boyfriend all friggin week. *sigh* Actually, come to think about it, I think last night we didn't fight.

But today's a different story! Every little thing, I'd snap at him and yell. I asked him to hold on, but then he kept yelling and talking to me while I was talking to Alex. Whatever man!!! Actually, come to think of it, I've been yelling at everyone. *sigh* I sooooo need to get off of this friggin period!!! ARGHH!!! Ah well...he went to go look at pets at the mall. Jennifer had wanted a beagle and he had called to see what I wanted. Then he said that Jennifer really wanted the beagle. Uhmm...HELLO!!! It's not even his kid!!! Why the fuck is he trying to please her?!?!?! ARGHH!!! Some stupid little things and him being sooo friggin stupid. Like just now, I had called him to talk to him. I actually stoppedwatching A few good men just to talk to him. Then he said that he didn't want me to miss the movie. Uhm...whatever man. So then I started getting pissed off about that. Whatever...I don't know. Maybe it's because I need more sleep or something. Been staying up really late talking to him the past couple of days and it's starting to catch up. *sigh*

So yah. Dunno...boyfriend pissed the hell outta me last night before he got off work. First he went over to Margaritta's house to eat dinner, which is understandable, but then he told me that Nelly and her boyfriend, Sean, were going to stay the night at his place on his futon. Uhmm...HELLO!!! Kevin kept telling me that they wouldn't do anything. But come on now! If they weren't going to do anything, then why didn't they just stay at her parents' house?!?! Stupid fool. I called him naive among other things and he got mad at me for saying that. I must admit, that was mean of me. Especially to be making judgements about people that I don't know. *shrug* Ah well...anyways. It's stupid! Sean had missed his plane to go back home to Massachussetts. And Nelly's car broke down on their way back home from Orlando. Uhm...let me think. HELLO!!! Of course they wouldn't have any money. That shit is $300+ per person and that's without freaking board and lodging! So the night before that, he had stayed at Margaritta's house because Nelly's car broke down and the children wouldn't have anyone to stay home with them. So of course he was volunteered. Pissed me off man!!! GRRR!!!

So yah. Why am I pissed at him today? Because he friggin said he'd call me back but didn't after an hour. So then I called him and he answered but didn't say anything so I hung up. Then he sent me a text telling me that he was going to give me a call when he got home. Hrmm..let me think. HELL FUCKING NO!!! I'm not going to answer the phone! He friggin carpooled with Nelly this morning, and he didn't even tell me last night that he was thinking about going to work early. Bull shit. So we got into another fight about that. Damn my insecurity!!! Damn it to hell. So yah...go figure. He drove Nelly back home after work, stayed for dinner and then undoubtedly, he's going to spend a lot of time playing with the children because they like him so much. BLAH! That's all I'm going to say. And with his actions right now, how the hell am I supposed to think he's going to spend time with me when I'm down there?!?! So of course I started doing reverse psychology on him last night saying how I don't need to buy a return ticket so that if I want to go sooner, I can without any hassles. But he said that that wouldn't be right and that he doesn't care about what I look like and blah blah blah. Said he didn't want to hurt me and that he's afraid of losing me. I reminded him that he said he was afraid of being alone but then he said that he realized that he would get over it. But he's more afraid of losing me. *shrug* I don't know. What am I supposed to think? He says one thing to certain people and then he tells me something else. So right now I'm not going to pick up the damn phone if he calls. Of course I'm wondering if he does call me. But blah. He sent me a text at 6PM and he didn't call me until 745PM. Hrmm...ah well. I won't call him until around 1130PM. Serves him right. *shrug* Ah well..that's enough typing in here. *sigh*

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

some guy asked for my phone number

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So last night Ron had called me while he was at the bbq party that Jay had invited me to as well. Ah well..it was kinda weird that he had called me while he was still at the party. I thought he'd go outside or something away from the crowd but he had called me inside where there were other people. Hrmm...then he had said that my cousin, Gaida, was there and that he was going to hand her the phone. Then he laughed and asked me if I really believed that he would give her the phone and I told him that he should go over and talk to her and that I could hook them up. hahahaha...oh lord!

So last night my boyfriend pissed me off.